how sad... i don't understand how people can bear to fling babies out of the window. even the most heartless person would still have some conscience not to do that! guess i should also pity those who actually do such things... they're probably suffering from depression or some mental disorder. just wish there was some way to help prevent such things from happening. =(

i spent the last two days of november packing my room! or should i say tidying up a tiny bit. i thought emily had a point in saying that it feels better to come home to a neat room after work. it sure is! especially if at work u're already facing piles of paper... wouldn't want to come home to a room filled with stacks of untidily piled rubbish from two yrs in tj. hahaha. at least most of the piles of paper are now neatly in boxes waiting for my bro to study next yr... as if he will! but still, it's good to have somewhere to put them... even if it's just outside my room blocking the way whenever my bro or me walk in and out of our rooms. hahaha, as long as it's not in my room! all that's left now is some small piles of junk still not sorted out. the worst thing to do was to sort through the compo pile... eurgh! get the kinda heart-stopping feeling every score i look at and wonder... was this meant to be the final copy? why didn't i put this in the file?! and think back on those compo days in school when all of us were doing our last-minute work... especially the overnight stay and the submission day. makes me feel nostalgic. well, going to sleep... dun wanna fall asleep on my first day at work... especially when it's boring work.

found new quotes for my blog! hahaha... the one about opera is just so funny i can't read it and not start laughing. hahaha... quite mean to say that about works of art but it's so true! when characters are dying they will have enough energy to sing one last song that usually contains lots of long notes, high notes, low notes, whatever that is hard to sing. =P hahaha. the one on silence is just there to remind me not to eat up rests because they are musical too!

sigh... one of my last few days before i start work. sianz... really didn't want to agree but not very nice to reject since they kept pestering and pursuading. luckily kankan and emily will be there with me! =)

wasted time going to school just to get my testimonial today. bleargh. why can't they give it to us earlier... like before study break. could have enjoyed more of the post-exam freedom instead of going back to school for something that lasts 5 minutes!

Wow, I've never ever shopped for so long in my entire life... not even in normal sport shoes... and yet today we walked around looking for something to wear to grad nite, in *argh* heels... for 8 hrs! My legs ache like siao now... hahahaha reminds me of the stupid commercial where the guy's legs ran away from him and wanted to jump off the building. Imagine being a salesgirl... standing there in heels for 8 hrs everyday, walking here and there trying to please the customers... especially the super picky ones. Maybe that's why most salesgirls look so bu shuang. hahaha

Ok, so I concede that shopping is not that bad cos u're with ur friends. hahaha at least there's someone who suffers the same ache in the legs rite. And they'll be there to stop u when u're being too extravagant or when u just can't make up ur mind. BUT hahaha I still think going to grad nite and shopping for grad nite is a chore... haven't changed my opinion about that one single bit. =P

After so long... finally got my blog back to normal. Dunno why the template gets cut off from time to time... still trying to set up the radio blog though.

I used to look forward to the end of A levels... hahaha started the countdown since beginning of the year! But now when it's over just dun feel happy, feeling lethargic... maybe I didn't study hard enough and I can feel that the results are going to be quite bad. =(

Tried to do some of the programme notes tody but just couldn't find appropriate things to put in... anyone knows which year or which period of his life when he composed his piano sonata in E minor Hob. XVI:34???