tried to "eat music, breathe music and live music" today... haha practised a bit, spent the rest of the time listening to beethoven's sonatas starting from the first. cos i've always been slacking on the listening side, and "running on an empty tank". so i decided that i should stop wasting my time at home. the only thing was that i was super sleepy... slept like a log in the hot sweltering heat during late afternoon. bleargh can't stand the weather... but then again if it rains when i'm going out i complain too!

glad i didn't make a rash decision the other day. if i did, i'd probably be busy preparing everything for studying in uk. cos i would have made my decision according to what i feel like doing. but i guess after thinking it through thoroughly these few days, i know it's more practical to go to nafa because it's cheaper... and after the degree there's still a chance of going overseas. if i go to uk, i'd be tied down with debts when i come back... definitely no freedom. now i'm convinced it's not a total waste of time to have gone to tj instead of nafa two years ago. if i didn't go to tj i'll probably not be infected with the music virus =) thanks to the mepers! sighz... hoping we can meet some day. but then again, maybe not everyone will be free... *hint: pohning, u better be there!* haha ;)