today really struck home the fact that i'm not going to get what i've been dreaming of... studying music in uk. ok, i've always accepted that i'd most likely not get a scholarship and that i'll just end up going to nafa. but always at the back of my head there'll be the "but there's still a hope of getting a scholarship mah..." so when i received the news that i was offered only the teaching award, i was still a little disappointed.
now i really have to live with staying here. guess there's yet another slim chance of going overseas after nafa... though i dunno where the money's going to come from. but one step at a time, not going to think so far ahead. in the meantime i shall really concentrate on my piano, four years here should be enough time for me to take many exams and hopefully not fail all of them. okay... what i really need now is a good sleep. good night!
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