bleah. i'm so lost... i dunno what to do! should i go nafa???!!! i still want to go overseas la. but i just submitted the ucas today, i hope it's not too late. assuming it's not too late and some university actually accepts me, there's still the money problem. my cousin said she managed to get a bank loan for up to eighty percent of tuition fees back when she was in uni. imagine returning to singapore having to repay that huge sum of money plus interest in installments... well if u can repay the whole sum once u return then no interest, but of course i can't! :(
and then if i go nafa and assuming they say i can skip 1st year, should i really start in 2nd year? ok, i know i'd probably be sian diao during 1st year harmony and stuff... but there's still the crucial principal study which i think i totally suck at. bleargh. so one extra year to brush up on piano wouldn't be that bad right. but then there's the stupid problem of wasting another year... hmm. maybe i should only worry about this if they accept me in the first place. audition's in less than two weeks' time. (not fair! told them i'm working but they still insist it's the only day... don't care, shall call them on monday) yet i haven't even settled what i'm going to play! hahaha this is going to be my most last-minute thing ever. got to get my ravel back up to standard... have to dig it out of the rubbish dump! and i don't want to play haydn! so super over-played. somemore i can't play it well. sianz. plus, got to practise scales! argh.
or, i could still go nus and do anything in the faculty of arts and social sciences... but then i'll just end up really lost cos i won't know what to take. and i know i don't really want to go there too.
okiez. enough of complaining about my limited choices... going to sleep. think i'm slowly evolving back to a normal-sleeping-time person now. :)
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