in school now... early in the morning, dun feel like doing anything... trying to wake up. this week has been quite hectic... maybe it's partly because my time management is not very good... but there are also other things i can push the blame to. haha, it's nice to do that, then i won't feel that guilty that my week has been bad.

the first thing i can blame is chem remedial test on monday. hello?! what's the use of me taking the test when i only knew on the day itself and didn't study at all? i could just take it home and do it as an exercise and save all the waiting time. 2.10 to 4.40... that's 2 hrs and 30 mins... time enough for me to travel home and still have an extra hour to do work! well, at least i spent most of the waiting time in the recital room practising. i think miss ching was right, when i said that my fingers were too cold to run and the piano is very hard, it was just another excuse. when i practise on the piano i can actually run, except that it's still quite hard to shape it la, considering that the higher you go, the softer the piano gets... but i guess i just couldn't run during the masterclass cos i was too nervous. so monday after dinner, i proceeded as planned to practise guzheng before doing compo. was doing okay until the computer crashed. again. it's so stupid! must restart like five times before it doesn't hang while starting up... and my bro's comp got no sibelius. then i realised the ronald susilo's match with lin dan was replaying on tv. so i went to watch! ok, my own fault... managed to revise a bit of complex numbers.

tuesday was also my fault. bleah. the mep teachers shifted our mep lessons up to 1.20 and 2.10... ended at 3 plus, which saves so much more time than having lessons at 3 and 3.50... BUT... i was so tempted by the tape of singapore idol which one of the year ones borrowed from her friend. we watched and finished at 4.40... the usual time i would have ended school on tuesday. totally my fault. sigh...