exams are over! not really, but it feels over... mep on friday but studying for mep is not the same as studying for maths or chem. it's more interesting and i guess that makes it easier to remember. all the papers were bad. worse than mct. it's scary when u see how empty the paper is at the end of the exam. don't want to get my results back. but nvm... it's okay to fail... it sometimes pushes u harder and i think that's what i need. still trying to find that discipline that kept me in my room studying all day in sec 4 during prelims and Os. shall attempt to acheive that again but... not until we've celebrated the end of exams by going to watch movies after mep! hahahaha

meanwhile i've to finish editting my last compo and send it to ms chew as soon as possible... told her i forget to bring it. how lame can that be? how can u remember to bring two of your compos and forget the third? truth was that i only finished editting the variations and writing a new compo. by then it was 1am so i didn't have time to edit the jazz... it's the worst to edit. but i've nobody to blame cos it was me who made it that horrible in the first place. hahaha. i better finish it as soon as possible today so i can start on mep. was trying to do it last nite but the blackout cut me of. eyes started drooping while waiting for power to come on again... hahaha. it was beautiful to look out of the window and see the streets without street lamps... it reminds me of some secluded and quiet place faraway. but was really surprised that many parts of singapore experienced the blackout. at first we thought it was our oven causing a trip again... but the oven wasn't even on. then we realised that the blocks near us didn't have power too.

re-installing msn now... accidentally uninstalled it when i meant to uninstall the program below it. how blur can i get?