class lesson coming up on monday. glad that miss ching decided to put kankan and me on the same day... though it doesn't really matter who i play to but it does feel better when u know there's someone in the audience who is ur fren. hahaha does that make the rest of miss ching's students sound unfriendly... hahaha actually they're very friendly pple, they're just too good that i can't help feeling intimidated. kankan mentioned that miss ching said she may change the classes and that we may not be in the same class as shawn/shaun/sean??? (the boy who played bach-busoni chacconne) that's not so bad... though his playing does inspire me to work harder but it's even more intimidating that he's 5 years younger! at least the rest of the pro pianists in the class are older than me... except two la.

just finished practising... managed not to get lost, but i think it was technically super lousy. argh. not to mention emotionally super poor too. ARGH. how do u make it technically good, emotionally rich AND not get lost all at the same time?!!! technical things easier to settle i guess... shall prac the lousy parts from slow to fast with metronome tmr, than hopefully i can do the whole thing technically almost flawless plus not getting lost. only when that's achieved than can work on emotions, i suppose. and hopefully when i do work on emotions i won't loose concentration and get lost again.

meanwhile shall relax... hahaha SAT's over! can catch a breath. hahaha i sound as if i worked very hard for SAT... truth is, i only found the letter on thursday and i didn't bother to study! just an excuse for me to slack. =P going to watch harry potter later... 21:30. and the irritating person selling tickets didn't even bother to ask me where i wanna sit... and he gave me row E!!! argh. i dun believe it's so sold out that at 14:15 buying tickets for a 21:30 show u can actually get front seats. my bro say maybe cos i bought 4 tickets so harder to find seats if the rest of the place is taken up by pple scattered here and there, got holes here and there. hahahaha.