super bored... waiting for yahoo to attach my files to the email and it's taking such a long time! sounds so unlike me... hahahaha i used to be less impatient. well, shall take the waiting time to blog so that it doesnt go to waste. hahahaha... knowing me, i'd probably waste my time sleeping again anyway! =)

today's recital was okay. finally. it has always been bad or very bad. for the teachers, this is the best they've heard from me. for me, it's not the best i've played... but it's the best recital so far. finally my running notes are not screwed... i became more confident after clearing the first "danger zone"... hahaha, that's just something that nags at me the whole time i play. whenever i'm reaching someplace where something always goes wrong, my brain will remind me that i'm approaching the danger zone. but of cos there were still many slips... though i found them more amusing than disappointing. not sure if that's good, i'm supposed to be very disciplined and get all the notes right, right? but i really dun think i should let slips affect my mood, they are just mistakes that i have to accept and correct i guess. there's still room for improvement! there always is. i just hope this recital is enough to make up for my abysmal guzheng recital. sigh. it was so horrendous.

after recital i recorded it on md... but when i reached home i realised that the programme i use (OpenMGJukebox) doesn't transfer tracks from the md to the computer unless the track was originally moved into the md from the computer. argh... what a waste of time. shall go to school earlier to figure out some other way to record the recital. ok, my files are done... going to do my harmony for tmr's session. *groan* though i dun mind harmony, i dun really think i can stand sitting through a four-hour harmony session!