i'm lagging in all my tutorials and lagging in everything else! harmony exercise from long time ago not done... haven't started editing my 2 existing compos and writing a new one (what if i have nothing to show phillip tan when he comes for compo class?) never do chem and maths tutorial (still not tt bad cos it's not too usual for me to do those)... haven't started studying for Amus (which is 2 weeks away)... never practise enuff for june recital (3 weeks left for second instru and 4 weeks left for first instru!) issit cos of the mct or sth, cos usually there seems to be more time to prepare for the next recital? now it's like the previous one just ended and before u can catch a breather here comes the next... X(

still playing beethoven and sculthorpe night pieces... ravel and sculthorpe mountains cannot make it!!! i still can't change my colour in prelude and rigaudon is even worse. haha my le tombeau sounds more german than french! and now i got to catch up on bee and sculthorpe again... my teacher was horrified when i told her recital's on 25th may and tt i haven't touched bee (as in seriously practise) since march holidays. arghhh... school sux

my schedule is so "beautiful"... 2nd may, band concert. 8th may, AmusTCL. 18th may, 2nd instru. 25th may, 1st instru. *take a deep breath* ard 25th june, jct chem prac. july, "june" common test. (or does school start in june? ... watever...)

super broke too... 18th april... shared cab with vivian after band camp... $10... 20th april... took cab home after school... $18... 21st april... shared cab with vivian again after band prac... $12. total... $40!!!! $40 on cabs! *faint*.... could have used that to buy cds or scores or something more practical. hmmm... but isn't taking cab home sorta like buying time...??? X(