Feeling quite bad now for arguing with someone just now. Didn't want to lor (duh, who likes to quarrel... plus it's like my last few days here already) but then I just suddenly got very irritated la. Suddenly ask me to help you, ok la I don't mind helping but then can't you just have a little teeny bit of patience and let me finish whatever I was doing first. Still, nevermind, I decided to help you first ok. And then you have to be so impatient... people helping you with things they don't even know lor. I just said can I check and find out then later I tell you, then you go and say 'ask you to help you don't want to help me.' Excuse me, I thought I just said I'd check and tell you?! Forever... duan4 zhang1 qu3 yi4. Pissed ok. And then I find out and you say, what if it's wrong. Ok lor, I may be wrong for all you know but I really tried to help la, not like I didn't mah.

Sighz... and as always after conflicts, the feeling of regret is here to haunt me. Don't usually flare up easily, but dunno why was super explosive just now. Maybe cos before that my mum was accusing me of not helping to fold the clothes. 'You'll rather just slack around and don't help me. I go to work ok, not "shaking leg" at home one.' Argh. Ok at least this is justified la, I really didn't help her.

And this afternoon had to bear the unreasonable rantings of a pissed mother. She complained that I didn't tell her I'd be going off in September, otherwise she wouldn't have wanted me to teach her daughter. Ok lor fair enough, if I knew I would have told you. Or in the first place I wouldn't have considered taking on the job. But then I thought I was going to NAFA so I was job-hunting. Well it's probably quite largely my fault that she has to change teacher two weeks before exam la. But then you don't have to rant and rave about being too busy to book a studio and all that... 'I'm not a machine just going round and round ok.' AHHHHH!!!!! Like I said you had to do this, had to do that? I just suggested that you book a studio and you also agreed that it would be good practice what. Told you to book earlier don't want, then now come and regret that it's fully booked right. Well just let her hate me for all I care, even if I wasn't leaving I'd bet she'd fire me once her daughter fails the exam. Which I think is very possible... but then again, we're talking about dedicated Elaine here, who said she'd try to teach every single day if it was possible and turn the situation around. Really thanks to Elaine for agreeing to teach her for this two weeks till her exam man... and I think she really needs all that help. And after that her mother can go on and find another teacher who can teach on Saturdays I guess...